Always uneasy

I am always uneasy, never comfortable in my own bones, always expecting the worse, consumed by my own paranoias, and this i know is seeming dark i am fully aware why i feel what i feel when i am feeling it so therfor can talk myself out of it, but never can get rid of it, i can analyze myself to the point of phsycotic, and never see a clear answer i sometimes see what other can't, understand what others don't feel through others and understand why they feel what they feel, why they do the things they do. i can see what stereotype people fit into before they do and can predict somewhat where they will find themselves in the future.. i am not talking about fortune telling i am saying i can predict situation they may cross due to certain personality traites, the people they fall, the beleifs they have, the way they solve problems, the way they relate to others.. it tend to be a burden i dismiss poeple quickly, judge others lives and be dismissive of them, and i find it hard not to argue with the close minded people that will always be idiots..and i find it hard to trust.. which brings me back to the begining